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Like the rest of the food blogging community, I was shocked and horrified by the news that Jennifer Perillo’s husband, Mikey, passed away quite unexpectedly of a heart attack last Sunday. My jaw dropped and tears streamed down my face when I read Jennifer’s twitter feed that day, which went from counting down the days to their vacation to “He’s gone. And my heart is shattered in a million pieces.”

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I can’t begin to imagine the pain of losing your spouse so suddenly like that. It’s my biggest fear. To lose Joseph would be to lose my heart and my soul. I don’t know how I would breath.

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The week has been filled with tear inducing, gut wrenching reminders of how fragile life is. After the initial news there was a video of Mikey’s “last dance” with one of their two daughters. As Mikey dances around the room with his little girl, I can’t help but think of what they don’t yet know and I want to tell them to cherish these moments and hold on to each other and never, ever let go.

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I will never know how Jennifer mustered the strength to get on her computer and write about her last date with her husband and about how she lost him so suddenly without getting to say goodbye.  The food community has been pouring out their support and wanted to know how they could help and Jennifer responded, “For those asking what they can do to help my healing process, make a peanut butter pie this Friday and share it with someone you love. Then hug them like there’s no tomorrow because today is the only guarantee we can count on.”

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I’ve never met Jennifer or Mikey, but my heart won’t stop aching for her loss. Jennifer gave me one of my all time favorite recipes and making this pie was the very least I could do.

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But I was cranky yesterday. I watched people slip out of the office one by one on that beautiful Friday afternoon and grumbled to myself about how I was still there. I didn’t get home from work until after 8:30 the night before and hadn’t had time to go to the store, so as soon as I left the office on Friday I ran to the grocery to pick up the ingredients I needed. I rushed home and started barking orders to Joseph in the kitchen. We wanted to be able to take pictures while the sun was still up to get the best shots. I was frazzled and my anger and frustration started to spill over and Joseph, poor Joseph, was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I caught myself – later than I would have liked – and reminded myself of the entire point of this pie. The photos could wait. We hugged each other tightly and put the pie in the fridge for the next day.

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It’s a reminder of just how hard it is to remember what matters most in life and to live your life accordingly. Cherish every moment and hold on to your loved ones and never, ever let go. This pie is for Jennifer, Lauren, Sarah B., and Sarah E. and everyone else who has lost their partner far too young. You are in my thoughts and I wish you peace and comfort with all of my heart.

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7 Responses to “creamy peanut butter pie”

  • Jessica Says:

    It is nice to see the support in the food-blogger community. Thank you for posting. I’m glad you ended up putting your efforts on Friday into the hug rather than the pie. You were right – that was the way to go.

  • Barefeet In The Kitchen Says:

    I love the honesty here. My boys and I made a pie yesterday as well. I’ve been praying peace and comfort for Jennie and her family every time I think of it all.

  • myFudo Says:

    heartfelt condolences to jenny. Am happy that you are giving her the support too. Your pie looks great. Love the photo

  • Emily @ A Cambridge Story Says:

    I hate the circumstances under which I’ve discovered this pie – but it really looks incredible. Thinking of Jennie and her family.

  • Abigail Says:

    In keeping with Jennie’s wishes I have already shared this with my family and plan to do so again soon. Her story has really touched me and reminded me to keep savoring today.
    I’m just wondering if anyone could suggest something to replace a little of the cream cheese with so that the flavor of cheese would be milder without affecting the amazing texture of this pie!

  • Victoria Says:

    Just made this pie for my husband for his birthday! Very tasty!

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